In Trouble

The heart wants what the heart wants...you'd think by now that I'd learned my lesson. I have the biggest crus on someone who is older than me...he's been married and has three beautiful kids...and he's swirly. Totally NOT my style, but what can I do? I'm totally attracted to him, and there is phenomenal chemistry between the two of us. What to do, what to do? Anyway, that's about it for now...hope the real world is still doing well...